Depressed

I feel stranded amidst utter confusion
Without space enough to breathe any air
All the so called hardships faced so far
Make no meaning whatsoever at all
 
Why does it have to be a dream that we all seek
Isn’t there enough pain living as it is
The song kept playing again and again
Yet there is neither sunshine nor rain

Seems like I have lost every reason to smile
Realized when was asked to greet with pleasure
The darn work never gets finished,
With the same old ridiculous morons ahead

I want to get rid of the chaos
Dive deep in the sea of calm
With no perturbing thoughts whatsoever
Driving me nuts in the dungeons

No I don’t want another smoke
To vile out the pressure
I want a sweet insomnia
Drained into my senses after a cold November rain